... He tries to talk to me sometimes. I get textmessages every day, but I don't answer any of them. He knows my rules clear enough.  There is no misunderstanding he fooled himself.. again.
I'm clear with my rules, I have nothing more to say.

Dear Diary am I too hard sometimes? I mean, he is just a guy, a poor little guy who doesn't know what he has got in to. What am I saying? He is just a guy, yeah a guy who would know better.

Dear Diary they say love is a wonderful feeling, a feeling all people are looking for. All people wanna feel something called love. What does it mean?
When you love somebody, is it when you walk with a person hand in hand, telling each other how much your love means?

Dear Diary my heart doesn't permit me to feel anymore. I wish that someone could tell me why. Is it because someone hurt me so badly that I'm afraid of love? Will I ever feel something again?

Dear Diary should I just leave it all, move on with my life and stop care about other people's feelings? Should I hurt them just as much as they deserve?